Sunday, October 5, 2008

...The Weekend

Well, it is Sunday morning. I have never really liked Sundays. They're always so slow and lethargic. Giving me the impression that if I'm not careful I'll slump off into a state of emptiness. It's kind of overcast today. That makes Sunday even "better"... I don't really like overcast days, it either needs to rain, a wonderful gentle peaceful rain or get over it.

Anyway, I am learning new things about being a Blogger and having a Blog. I never kept a diary in my youth, well - I tried, but I never stuck with it. And, so I think having a blog is a perfect "easy" way to have a diary/journal. It is free and easy to use and certainly less mess. Love it. Now, the only problem I can think of is keeping it updated. Grrr...

Right now I am listening to Pandora Radio it is awesome. You can make your own radio stations minus annoying commercials and it is awesome! I like music (I've noticed it complements my writing, typically) but what I don't like is being forced to listen to shit that sucks. I would rather listen to music, a station that I put together. Check it out! Right now I am listening to Nickelback, Rockstar. I don't know what I like more, the video or the song itself. It is on the same station that I seeded with Duran Duran, Dave Matthews Band, 30 seconds to Mars (Go Jared!) This station makes me
feel something different than the others. I guess you gotta be here for it. I clicked onto a different station, I think my mood is changing rather quickly this morning.

Well, it is getting closer to when we have decided to go to the fair. I am really looking forward to it. We haven't really done anything fun in such a while. Problems, money, illness, depression, take your pick. Alright, first of all, I don't want anyone to think that we are always having issues but that's just what happens. Y'know?

I think I am going to start working on some writing here. That was one reason I wanted to start blogging so that I could store some writing online. Perhaps. I really enjoy writing. I know I should be in a certain place with my writing, but I'm not. That's disappointing. Do you ever have something that you want to grow, nourish, allow to flourish, but are afraid, so you stifle it? I think I'm afraid I've suffocated my writing and now it's been mutated into drab crap. At the end of this life when I am in that Realm (life between lives) I'm going to regret that I didn't follow through with my desires soon, sooner, at all, period!

Well, on that dismal, slightly loony note, I am going to head off.

Till another day.

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