Does it always suck?

I never used to be much of a negative person. Perhaps that is a lie that I have always told myself, though. I used to think life had unbearable moments or moments of wonderfulness, or whatever. But now, for however long, it's not like that anymore. Life is not the same. Life is not even real. Life is probably just a game we play with ourselves to make the time pass. Just look around you, your cousin just got married, your boss just promoted your friend instead of you, your sister just had a huge fight with her husband and now they're getting a divorce (he's having an affair with you)--don't worry it's not a horrible episode of Jerry Springer, it's just your life.
My friends and I just started watching 'Ashes to Ashes', we had watched 'Life on Mars' - both shows can be summed up in just 2 words: VERY INTERESTING!
Speaking of my friends, 2 of the tons of players, I am very worried about. We are stuck in our self-made, gilted, stupid maze and there doesn't seem to be a fast way out.
...She said to me, "Make the right decision." And as I pulled up into the parking space and the rain began erupting from the sky again, it occured to me. "The right decision" was it always mine to make in the first place? Slamming the hammer hard, hitting the head again, it rang true in my mind. The place I'm at, is the place that I was, is the place I never left. And then I got out of the car. Locking the door at my exit. Did I forget the key or did I bring a spare?
You'd think I would've invested in a parachute!