Well, it's raining outside. Not to sound like I'm quoting a song, but I actually love it when it rains. It soothes me. Like I almost have a constant fire burning within me and when it rains it calms me. This is before Holosync mind you. It just does something to me, it always has. It doesn't depress me like I think it may some people, in fact, it rejuvenates me, energizes me. Maybe it's the Capricorn in me, because normally I'm hyped and all over the place (whether I'm depressed or not) and when it rains, the soothing sounds slow me down and allow me to not have to always run *that can be meant in different ways*. {uh,huh, a whole paragraph talking about the rain, rriiigggghhhhtttttt!}
Well, I still have the course, I'm still studying, I still don't have a job, and I still have no cash, fucking bummer! I know thinking positive thoughts is supposed to help, but fuck! *or would that be, butt fuck?* But atleast I'm still writing. I want to go further with Death's Children but I haven't made the time for it a priority. But I won't drop it, I just hope it's good.
Laters, me
Current mood: anxious
*this post has been adopted from my old MySpace blog*
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